Jordan Clare XO

it's been such a long time, so sorry!

i've been uber busy (again)!!!

my birthday was awsome!!! thank you for everyone that got me presents and stuff! I had one of the best birthdays!

Ripleys museum was so surreal! was amazing, i'll post a blog with pictures from my birthday soon!

I have my new camera, it's pretty awsome! so stoked to do everything with it.. I'm going to Rome in 3 days! i'm sooooo excited!! :D i'll be posting blogs with all the pictures in that too when i get back, even if i can get to a computer over there, i'll send updates of everything!!

I'm putting my christmas tree up now as we speak! it's immense,…

quick journal for now, to say:

woah, my room is just about getting started to look how i want it, when i get all my new stuff i can't wait to put it in!!

i'll take some pictures so you know what it looks like..

oh my god, it's my by birthday in about 5 days, i can't believe it, where has this year gone?! I really wish I was this age again..

wow, i've lived such a life so far...

I need to start posting journals regularly again, after christmas i'll be posting more often.

i'm SO SO tired!

i've cleaned my whole room today, re-arranged my closet, done a massive grocery store shop, and then unpacked it all, cleaned a lot of my house, been doing loads of research, looked for more things for christmas and my birthday (which is 4th december!!) it's been so hectic and my head is still spinning!!

Tomorrow i'm doing some christmas shopping in the city, i can't wait! Yesterday was children in need, you should know what that is! AND it was the realease of one of the best movies ever, yep that's right.. Twilight Saga: New Moon! Which was absolutely BREATH TAKING, i'm not gunna lie, I cried 5 times, it was such an amazing movie, it won't be the only time i'll be going to watch it in the…

so, i was going through junk, and found this from a while ago.
i'm doing some more shoots soon, and was wondering, i might do a movie themed one?
i've been watching so many girly dvd's recently, it's amazing haha.
just finished watching Love wrecked, so funny.
what movies do you like?

I went to watch 2012 in the movies yesterday, it's such an amazing movie, pretty fantastic if you ask me... I won't ruin it for you, if you haven't seen it. It gave me chills, and my friends hand went purple, i held on to it so hard with excitment haha. bless. So really it's really good.

 there's sooo many more movies I want to go and see, but it's so expensive, what has this world come to... I've recently booked my New Moon tickets to, ah i'm so excited!!

Moving on, i'm staying in today, cleansing, tea, water, got a pile of dvd's to watch, research, work, keeping warm, then i'm going swimming later, need to keep fit, i've eaten quite…

It's 90 years since the end of WW1, and so many fighters / troop lost their lives for us... they fought for no reason, I think it is immensly stupid, because really, what did we get out of it?! it makes me pissed.. and yet they're still sending in troops, hundreds of troops, for what? to die for no reason.. of corse, why didn't we think of that before!!! so pathetic.

My week hasn't exctly been at it's best, i'm close to getting on a plane / train somewhere really far way and not returning for a while... I'm really missing my best friend right now too, and it's nearly been a year since my close friend in LA died.. and that's just along with a bunch of other things.. so, how's your week been?! I've been having ideas…

I feel like a robot, an old rusty one, with the same faces, same actions, same emotions, acting like something on the outside but my inside's are getting worn out from pretending, does that make sense?
do you ever have to keep on a brave face to keep others happy?
-dreams and imagination
jordan xoxo

this was a bit laid back, and it has a lot of emotions with it, it's wierd, i know how i felt whilst doing this, but i don't think many other people do...
do you ever feel trapped?

well, i've been really busy this weekend, and i've been getting sicker and sicker over the days..

and now i'm officially sick! have such bad cramps, so i'm cuddled on the sofa, watching movies and loads of programmes, with my hot water bottles, dozing on and off.

i'm letting myself rest!!

I've dyed my hair red, underneath, like a warm red, and yeah, i think i might put a few more colours, i need my hair cut anyway, but i'm waiting it to grow a bit more, it takes forever!!

There's one thing I am really looking forward too, which is my first tour date, on the 11th of december, we're all cramming into a little mini van, and crashing in that.. haha, that'll…

i don't know if it's just me, but i find these so so cute!!!
I want the whole collection!
my christmas list has started! woo!
do you collect anything? do you think these are cute?!?!
-love and dollies
jordan.