Jordan Clare XO

woah, I cannot believe it's my birthday tomorrow.. this year has gone so fast..

i have a very eventful birthday weekend coming this weekend!

tomorrow, i'm going to movies, having a movie marathon with Leah, then i'm going for a meal, saturday I'm off into the city, shopping for lots of things, then Sunday movies again, and then I have other little things that I don't know about yet! woo! haha I love surprises!

I just got my marilyn monroe canvas's and they're absolutely stunning! she was so beautiful, and such an inspiration..

ommmm, she's such a good role model, do you like her?

anyway, today i went on a two hour hike in…

quick journal for now, to say:

woah, my room is just about getting started to look how i want it, when i get all my new stuff i can't wait to put it in!!

i'll take some pictures so you know what it looks like..

oh my god, it's my by birthday in about 5 days, i can't believe it, where has this year gone?! I really wish I was this age again..

wow, i've lived such a life so far...

I need to start posting journals regularly again, after christmas i'll be posting more often.

so like, i was looking at these shoes, and i literally ran over to them, and picked them up and hugged them, dior shoes, they weren't EXACTLY like this, but they were very similar, they were over 500 bucks, I so would of got them if I had to the cash on me.. maybe this weekend.. I love them!!!
do you like them?
what's one of your favourite designers?

dude, someone get me this hat!
I want it! D:
it's so cosy, and lovely, and awsome, and a work of art, haha.
okay maybe it's not that big of deal, but i really want it.
and it's from one of my fav stores!
do you like hats?!

so, i was going through junk, and found this from a while ago.
i'm doing some more shoots soon, and was wondering, i might do a movie themed one?
i've been watching so many girly dvd's recently, it's amazing haha.
just finished watching Love wrecked, so funny.
what movies do you like?

I went to watch 2012 in the movies yesterday, it's such an amazing movie, pretty fantastic if you ask me... I won't ruin it for you, if you haven't seen it. It gave me chills, and my friends hand went purple, i held on to it so hard with excitment haha. bless. So really it's really good.

 there's sooo many more movies I want to go and see, but it's so expensive, what has this world come to... I've recently booked my New Moon tickets to, ah i'm so excited!!

Moving on, i'm staying in today, cleansing, tea, water, got a pile of dvd's to watch, research, work, keeping warm, then i'm going swimming later, need to keep fit, i've eaten quite…

It's 90 years since the end of WW1, and so many fighters / troop lost their lives for us... they fought for no reason, I think it is immensly stupid, because really, what did we get out of it?! it makes me pissed.. and yet they're still sending in troops, hundreds of troops, for what? to die for no reason.. of corse, why didn't we think of that before!!! so pathetic.

My week hasn't exctly been at it's best, i'm close to getting on a plane / train somewhere really far way and not returning for a while... I'm really missing my best friend right now too, and it's nearly been a year since my close friend in LA died.. and that's just along with a bunch of other things.. so, how's your week been?! I've been having ideas…

I feel like a robot, an old rusty one, with the same faces, same actions, same emotions, acting like something on the outside but my inside's are getting worn out from pretending, does that make sense?
do you ever have to keep on a brave face to keep others happy?
-dreams and imagination
jordan xoxo

this was a bit laid back, and it has a lot of emotions with it, it's wierd, i know how i felt whilst doing this, but i don't think many other people do...
do you ever feel trapped?

well, i've been really busy this weekend, and i've been getting sicker and sicker over the days..

and now i'm officially sick! have such bad cramps, so i'm cuddled on the sofa, watching movies and loads of programmes, with my hot water bottles, dozing on and off.

i'm letting myself rest!!

I've dyed my hair red, underneath, like a warm red, and yeah, i think i might put a few more colours, i need my hair cut anyway, but i'm waiting it to grow a bit more, it takes forever!!

There's one thing I am really looking forward too, which is my first tour date, on the 11th of december, we're all cramming into a little mini van, and crashing in that.. haha, that'll…