i've been uber busy (again)!!!

my birthday was awsome!!! thank you for everyone that got me presents and stuff! I had one of the best birthdays!

Ripleys museum was so surreal! was amazing, i'll post a blog with pictures from my birthday soon!

I have my new camera, it's pretty awsome! so stoked to do everything with it.. I'm going to Rome in 3 days! i'm sooooo excited!! :D i'll be posting blogs with all the pictures in that too when i get back, even if i can get to a computer over there, i'll send updates of everything!!

I'm putting my christmas tree up now as we speak! it's immense, so big! one of the best ones we've had, I feel more christmassy each day, it's great!

Totally off the subject.. I saw this and i thought "mmm, this is really cool and creative"

I might make something like it, i love mickey mouse, he's a genius, love him since a very young age :)

do you like mickey mouse?!

I'm so excited for christmas!!! ahhhhh!!!!!!! i cannot describe, how excited I am for Rome and Christmas!!

I'm on voice rest at the moment, I had band practice and rehearsal most of friday, and lost my voice, it's killing me, so i've been drinking plenty of herbal tea and water!

my room is a mess, all my clothes, make-up, and jewlerry is covered over the floor of my room to pack haha!

are you excited for christmas? whats your biggest present you want?!

-jordan

Holidays and Christmas.

xoxo

i have a very eventful birthday weekend coming this weekend!

tomorrow, i'm going to movies, having a movie marathon with Leah, then i'm going for a meal, saturday I'm off into the city, shopping for lots of things, then Sunday movies again, and then I have other little things that I don't know about yet! woo! haha I love surprises!

I just got my marilyn monroe canvas's and they're absolutely stunning! she was so beautiful, and such an inspiration..

ommmm, she's such a good role model, do you like her?

anyway, today i went on a two hour hike in the rain, soaking wet and freezing, i couldn't feel anything when i got home hahaha. I'm really confused right now about things..

when you're trying to fight through and you can't just reach the end, no matter how hard you try, and you need that one little thing that's missing to help you fight to get to the end, and you feel like giving up but you can't, because you know you'll make it, even when people twist words, make rumours, lie, backstab, use you, and pretend to be your friend, and they turn people against you, to be honest none of us need people like that? aslong as we believe in ourselves and what we want to do that's all that matters, and it's only now that i've started to realise that which is stupid..

Well, who's your role model?

-jordan

-birthday + inspirations.

woah, my room is just about getting started to look how i want it, when i get all my new stuff i can't wait to put it in!!

i'll take some pictures so you know what it looks like..

oh my god, it's my by birthday in about 5 days, i can't believe it, where has this year gone?! I really wish I was this age again..

wow, i've lived such a life so far...

I need to start posting journals regularly again, after christmas i'll be posting more often.

OH BY THE WAY BIG NEWS!!!

I'm going to rome in a few weeks!!!! I'm SO stoked!!! SO happy!! I'll get loads of pictures and stuff :)

And i'm also realllllyy stoked for christmas, i'm in such a christmasy mood!!! I always am, but last year I wasn't so much :( I was sad..

I was thinking, I want to make a nice little dolly house out of a cardboard box? wierd I know, but original right? hahaha.

going christmas shopping, AGAIN tomorrow, I love it, it's unhealthy! haha.

have you been christmas shopping yet?

-jordan

presents + festivities.

XOOX

i've cleaned my whole room today, re-arranged my closet, done a massive grocery store shop, and then unpacked it all, cleaned a lot of my house, been doing loads of research, looked for more things for christmas and my birthday (which is 4th december!!) it's been so hectic and my head is still spinning!!

Tomorrow i'm doing some christmas shopping in the city, i can't wait! Yesterday was children in need, you should know what that is! AND it was the realease of one of the best movies ever, yep that's right.. Twilight Saga: New Moon! Which was absolutely BREATH TAKING, i'm not gunna lie, I cried 5 times, it was such an amazing movie, it won't be the only time i'll be going to watch it in the movies haha! I did it with twilight, I went to see it 8 times in the movies! sad much? It's was mainly because the phase I was going through, and the things that were happening in my life right then was just a get-away to go to the movies and watch loads of movies. And because I always wish Edward was real, and guys were like that! hmph. I don't know which was better, the movie or the book, although I love them both...

mmmmmm, he's so perfect..

Tomorrow I will probably be spending most of my day in urban outfitters, and buying presents for people, I have a list for my mom and sister haha! I'm also trying to set up a big suprise for my moms birthday, I hope I can do it, when I know if I can do it or not, i'll tell you what it is!!  :)

Tonight, I shall be getting quite early sleep as last night I stayed up quite late.. I think i'm going to watch x-factor tonight, do you watch it? My opinion, I think the twins suck!!! they're an abomination to the show.. it's stupid.

mmm, what do you think?

Have you seen New Moon yet? do you love it or hate it?!

-fantasy and presents

jordan xoxo

 there's sooo many more movies I want to go and see, but it's so expensive, what has this world come to... I've recently booked my New Moon tickets to, ah i'm so excited!!

Moving on, i'm staying in today, cleansing, tea, water, got a pile of dvd's to watch, research, work, keeping warm, then i'm going swimming later, need to keep fit, i've eaten quite a lot this weekend.. I'm going through so much junk on my compooper, deleting so much stuff, it needs a good clean out haha. I have now moved onto the movie "John Tucker must die" I have like 5 more movies to go.. untill I go and get some more, hee hee.

So, theres been a lot i've been doing this weekend and theres still more, but I need to slow down..

What have you done this weekend?

oh, and back to New Moon real quick..

are you going to see it? what team are you?

I'm stuck inbetween the two!

-movies and self time

jordan xo

My week hasn't exctly been at it's best, i'm close to getting on a plane / train somewhere really far way and not returning for a while... I'm really missing my best friend right now too, and it's nearly been a year since my close friend in LA died.. and that's just along with a bunch of other things.. so, how's your week been?! I've been having ideas for shoots recently, and when christmas comes, and i get my new camera, i'm going to be doing some new things, which you'll have to find out!!

p.s, before I go... I am proud to say, I did two minutes silence today @ 11am.

did you?!

-prayers and hope

Jordan xoxo

and now i'm officially sick! have such bad cramps, so i'm cuddled on the sofa, watching movies and loads of programmes, with my hot water bottles, dozing on and off.

i'm letting myself rest!!

I've dyed my hair red, underneath, like a warm red, and yeah, i think i might put a few more colours, i need my hair cut anyway, but i'm waiting it to grow a bit more, it takes forever!!

There's one thing I am really looking forward too, which is my first tour date, on the 11th of december, we're all cramming into a little mini van, and crashing in that.. haha, that'll be fun...

i'll let you know about that :)

so basically today i'm crashing out, cos i'm so tired and sick.. it's my birthday in about a month! and i can't wait!

whens your birthday and what do you want for it?

i'm hopefully getting a new camera, some books, cd's, movies, and going for a nice meal. I don't want much this year..

I really want the rest of the series of these books, they're so funny and addictive!! haha.

something I really don't like, is people saying they don't read because they think it's cool not to...

call me a nerd or whatever, but I love reading!!

lots of love

-jordan xoxo

HAPPY HALLOWEEEN!!!

i haven't posted one recently, cos i've been having some very full busy eventful girlie nights recently! and a few sleepovers as it's halloween and it's vacations!

so we've been pigging out on loads of candy and chocolate and watching really scary movies! mmmmm!

i need to get back to the gym and swimming again.. - check!

do you like scary movies?! what ones are your fav?

i love halloween, and all the celebrations that happen from now till the end of the year. I also love trick or treaters, and i love trick or treating too! i've done it every year, but i couldn't this year! :(

do you trick or treat?

i also carved three pumpkins!! i carve pumpkins every year! my sister did one of Harry Potter this year! hahah.

I didn't dress up this year either, very sad! but I deffo will next year, and I think I will dress up as this:

maaaaybe with some different shoes though... i'll make it my own :)

i was looking at pumpkins and i saw this, i thought it looked awsome!

i'll get some pictures of mine up soon aswell! :)

so what did you dress up for this halloween?

-candy and pumpkins

jordan xoxo

I finally have my internet back!! ecstatic!

it's been so long, you don't even understand.. So much has gone on, but i won't bore your lives with boring information..

Can I tell you a bit though?

well, the new house is great, it's a bit like a doll house, i'm going to buy some new paintings and some vintage pieces for it. maybe some canvas's and andy warhol painting of audrey hepburn or something.. can't wait!

Yesterday I was in Harrods, man, i haven't been there for soooo long, since I was about.. 9! It was amazing, i was crying.

I went into toy land (heehee) and my sister got me a big bold Hello Kitty clock for christmas (which I don't know about winkwink!)

that's it.. but it has a clock on it obviously! haha.

I also saw these AWSOME Dior shoes, that were to die for!!! I saw loads of shoes and clothes I wanted, but these, were just awsome, so so cool.

Then I went to tradar vics, in the hilton, was amazing, I had a queen charlotte fruit punch, so yummy!! haha.

also, on friday I went to this big event, it was quite fun, everyone was dancing, the it got to a slow song for slow dancing, i was a bit like.. awkward!!!!

but yeah, I was wearing this black and gold dress, and I was freezing, but if your gunna go to events, you have to suffer the things like that!! although the dress was really nice!

and stayed there for about 4 hours some really mad nutters there too, you don't really get people like that anymore, it's quite sad..

erm anyway, so yes, I shall be on as normal now my internet is back. So much has happened, i don't think i could fit most of it in this blog, so i'll spare it all.

might be doing a few gigs soon, which means i'll have to travel some places, but we shall see :)

oh also I just remembered! It's neally halloween woooooo!

I have an idea of what i'm going to do..

what are you dressing up as for halloween!?

-pumpkins and candy

jordan xoxo

And also I'll finally get my internet back yipee!

Dilema number one, everytime I upload a photo, it's all blurry!

how do I fix it?!?! I'll try..

and I've been looking at these new clothes and i've been thinking about wearing them for a shoot, it's really eery and mysterious, it's kind of like an under cover alien!! ooooooo!

Dilema number two, I was watching the VMA's, sucks I couldn't be there, but oh well, there's always next year.. anyway, Janet Jackson put together an AMAZING Performance, it had me in tears and covered in goosebumps, and I thought the whole thing was going so so so so amazing, untill Kanye West did that to Taylor!! I was shocked!! he's such a Douche!! ugh, don't you agree?

He had no right to do it!

Look at her poor face!

Okay, I am now going to go home, have a nice apple bubble bath, eat some food!, Do some work, have some herbal tea, then go to bed, because I am so tired! My head's nearly on this keyboard..

-peace and love

Jordan xoxo