jordanclarexo

it's been such a long time, so sorry!

i've been uber busy (again)!!!

my birthday was awsome!!! thank you for everyone that got me presents and stuff! I had one of the best birthdays!

Ripleys museum was so surreal! was amazing, i'll post a blog with pictures from my birthday soon!

I have my new camera, it's pretty awsome! so stoked to do everything with it.. I'm going to Rome in 3 days! i'm sooooo excited!! :D i'll be posting blogs with all the pictures in that too when i get back, even if i can get to a computer over there, i'll send updates of everything!!

I'm putting my christmas tree up now as we speak! it's immense, so big! one of the best ones we've had, I feel more christmassy each day, it's great!

Totally off the subject.. I saw this and i thought "mmm, this is really cool and creative"

I might make something like it, i love mickey mouse, he's a genius, love him since a very young age :)

do you like mickey mouse?!

I'm so excited for christmas!!! ahhhhh!!!!!!! i cannot describe, how excited I am for Rome and Christmas!!

I'm on voice rest at the moment, I had band practice and rehearsal most of friday, and lost my voice, it's killing me, so i've been drinking plenty of herbal tea and water!

my room is a mess, all my clothes, make-up, and jewlerry is covered over the floor of my room to pack haha!

are you excited for christmas? whats your biggest present you want?!

-jordan

Holidays and Christmas.

xoxo

woah, I cannot believe it's my birthday tomorrow.. this year has gone so fast..

i have a very eventful birthday weekend coming this weekend!

tomorrow, i'm going to movies, having a movie marathon with Leah, then i'm going for a meal, saturday I'm off into the city, shopping for lots of things, then Sunday movies again, and then I have other little things that I don't know about yet! woo! haha I love surprises!

I just got my marilyn monroe canvas's and they're absolutely stunning! she was so beautiful, and such an inspiration..

ommmm, she's such a good role model, do you like her?

anyway, today i went on a two hour hike in the rain, soaking wet and freezing, i couldn't feel anything when i got home hahaha. I'm really confused right now about things..

when you're trying to fight through and you can't just reach the end, no matter how hard you try, and you need that one little thing that's missing to help you fight to get to the end, and you feel like giving up but you can't, because you know you'll make it, even when people twist words, make rumours, lie, backstab, use you, and pretend to be your friend, and they turn people against you, to be honest none of us need people like that? aslong as we believe in ourselves and what we want to do that's all that matters, and it's only now that i've started to realise that which is stupid..

Well, who's your role model?

-jordan

-birthday + inspirations.

quick journal for now, to say:

woah, my room is just about getting started to look how i want it, when i get all my new stuff i can't wait to put it in!!

i'll take some pictures so you know what it looks like..

oh my god, it's my by birthday in about 5 days, i can't believe it, where has this year gone?! I really wish I was this age again..

wow, i've lived such a life so far...

I need to start posting journals regularly again, after christmas i'll be posting more often.

OH BY THE WAY BIG NEWS!!!

I'm going to rome in a few weeks!!!! I'm SO stoked!!! SO happy!! I'll get loads of pictures and stuff :)

And i'm also realllllyy stoked for christmas, i'm in such a christmasy mood!!! I always am, but last year I wasn't so much :( I was sad..

I was thinking, I want to make a nice little dolly house out of a cardboard box? wierd I know, but original right? hahaha.

going christmas shopping, AGAIN tomorrow, I love it, it's unhealthy! haha.

have you been christmas shopping yet?

-jordan

presents + festivities.

XOOX

i'm SO SO tired!

i've cleaned my whole room today, re-arranged my closet, done a massive grocery store shop, and then unpacked it all, cleaned a lot of my house, been doing loads of research, looked for more things for christmas and my birthday (which is 4th december!!) it's been so hectic and my head is still spinning!!

Tomorrow i'm doing some christmas shopping in the city, i can't wait! Yesterday was children in need, you should know what that is! AND it was the realease of one of the best movies ever, yep that's right.. Twilight Saga: New Moon! Which was absolutely BREATH TAKING, i'm not gunna lie, I cried 5 times, it was such an amazing movie, it won't be the only time i'll be going to watch it in the movies haha! I did it with twilight, I went to see it 8 times in the movies! sad much? It's was mainly because the phase I was going through, and the things that were happening in my life right then was just a get-away to go to the movies and watch loads of movies. And because I always wish Edward was real, and guys were like that! hmph. I don't know which was better, the movie or the book, although I love them both...

mmmmmm, he's so perfect..

Tomorrow I will probably be spending most of my day in urban outfitters, and buying presents for people, I have a list for my mom and sister haha! I'm also trying to set up a big suprise for my moms birthday, I hope I can do it, when I know if I can do it or not, i'll tell you what it is!!  :)

Tonight, I shall be getting quite early sleep as last night I stayed up quite late.. I think i'm going to watch x-factor tonight, do you watch it? My opinion, I think the twins suck!!! they're an abomination to the show.. it's stupid.

mmm, what do you think?

Have you seen New Moon yet? do you love it or hate it?!

-fantasy and presents

jordan xoxo

I went to watch 2012 in the movies yesterday, it's such an amazing movie, pretty fantastic if you ask me... I won't ruin it for you, if you haven't seen it. It gave me chills, and my friends hand went purple, i held on to it so hard with excitment haha. bless. So really it's really good.

 there's sooo many more movies I want to go and see, but it's so expensive, what has this world come to... I've recently booked my New Moon tickets to, ah i'm so excited!!

Moving on, i'm staying in today, cleansing, tea, water, got a pile of dvd's to watch, research, work, keeping warm, then i'm going swimming later, need to keep fit, i've eaten quite a lot this weekend.. I'm going through so much junk on my compooper, deleting so much stuff, it needs a good clean out haha. I have now moved onto the movie "John Tucker must die" I have like 5 more movies to go.. untill I go and get some more, hee hee.

So, theres been a lot i've been doing this weekend and theres still more, but I need to slow down..

What have you done this weekend?

oh, and back to New Moon real quick..

are you going to see it? what team are you?

I'm stuck inbetween the two!

-movies and self time

jordan xo

It's 90 years since the end of WW1, and so many fighters / troop lost their lives for us... they fought for no reason, I think it is immensly stupid, because really, what did we get out of it?! it makes me pissed.. and yet they're still sending in troops, hundreds of troops, for what? to die for no reason.. of corse, why didn't we think of that before!!! so pathetic.

My week hasn't exctly been at it's best, i'm close to getting on a plane / train somewhere really far way and not returning for a while... I'm really missing my best friend right now too, and it's nearly been a year since my close friend in LA died.. and that's just along with a bunch of other things.. so, how's your week been?! I've been having ideas for shoots recently, and when christmas comes, and i get my new camera, i'm going to be doing some new things, which you'll have to find out!!

p.s, before I go... I am proud to say, I did two minutes silence today @ 11am.

did you?!

-prayers and hope

Jordan xoxo

well, i've been really busy this weekend, and i've been getting sicker and sicker over the days..

and now i'm officially sick! have such bad cramps, so i'm cuddled on the sofa, watching movies and loads of programmes, with my hot water bottles, dozing on and off.

i'm letting myself rest!!

I've dyed my hair red, underneath, like a warm red, and yeah, i think i might put a few more colours, i need my hair cut anyway, but i'm waiting it to grow a bit more, it takes forever!!

There's one thing I am really looking forward too, which is my first tour date, on the 11th of december, we're all cramming into a little mini van, and crashing in that.. haha, that'll be fun...

i'll let you know about that :)

so basically today i'm crashing out, cos i'm so tired and sick.. it's my birthday in about a month! and i can't wait!

whens your birthday and what do you want for it?

i'm hopefully getting a new camera, some books, cd's, movies, and going for a nice meal. I don't want much this year..

I really want the rest of the series of these books, they're so funny and addictive!! haha.

something I really don't like, is people saying they don't read because they think it's cool not to...

call me a nerd or whatever, but I love reading!!

lots of love

-jordan xoxo

just a quick journal to say...

HAPPY HALLOWEEEN!!!

i haven't posted one recently, cos i've been having some very full busy eventful girlie nights recently! and a few sleepovers as it's halloween and it's vacations!

so we've been pigging out on loads of candy and chocolate and watching really scary movies! mmmmm!

i need to get back to the gym and swimming again.. - check!

do you like scary movies?! what ones are your fav?

i love halloween, and all the celebrations that happen from now till the end of the year. I also love trick or treaters, and i love trick or treating too! i've done it every year, but i couldn't this year! :(

do you trick or treat?

i also carved three pumpkins!! i carve pumpkins every year! my sister did one of Harry Potter this year! hahah.

I didn't dress up this year either, very sad! but I deffo will next year, and I think I will dress up as this:

maaaaybe with some different shoes though... i'll make it my own :)

i was looking at pumpkins and i saw this, i thought it looked awsome!

i'll get some pictures of mine up soon aswell! :)

so what did you dress up for this halloween?

-candy and pumpkins

jordan xoxo

yaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy!!!

I finally have my internet back!! ecstatic!

it's been so long, you don't even understand.. So much has gone on, but i won't bore your lives with boring information..

Can I tell you a bit though?

well, the new house is great, it's a bit like a doll house, i'm going to buy some new paintings and some vintage pieces for it. maybe some canvas's and andy warhol painting of audrey hepburn or something.. can't wait!

Yesterday I was in Harrods, man, i haven't been there for soooo long, since I was about.. 9! It was amazing, i was crying.

I went into toy land (heehee) and my sister got me a big bold Hello Kitty clock for christmas (which I don't know about winkwink!)

that's it.. but it has a clock on it obviously! haha.

I also saw these AWSOME Dior shoes, that were to die for!!! I saw loads of shoes and clothes I wanted, but these, were just awsome, so so cool.

Then I went to tradar vics, in the hilton, was amazing, I had a queen charlotte fruit punch, so yummy!! haha.

also, on friday I went to this big event, it was quite fun, everyone was dancing, the it got to a slow song for slow dancing, i was a bit like.. awkward!!!!

but yeah, I was wearing this black and gold dress, and I was freezing, but if your gunna go to events, you have to suffer the things like that!! although the dress was really nice!

and stayed there for about 4 hours some really mad nutters there too, you don't really get people like that anymore, it's quite sad..

erm anyway, so yes, I shall be on as normal now my internet is back. So much has happened, i don't think i could fit most of it in this blog, so i'll spare it all.

might be doing a few gigs soon, which means i'll have to travel some places, but we shall see :)

oh also I just remembered! It's neally halloween woooooo!

I have an idea of what i'm going to do..

what are you dressing up as for halloween!?

-pumpkins and candy

jordan xoxo

yes, again, I am moving house.. Closer into the city for now..

And also I'll finally get my internet back yipee!

Dilema number one, everytime I upload a photo, it's all blurry!

how do I fix it?!?! I'll try..

and I've been looking at these new clothes and i've been thinking about wearing them for a shoot, it's really eery and mysterious, it's kind of like an under cover alien!! ooooooo!

Dilema number two, I was watching the VMA's, sucks I couldn't be there, but oh well, there's always next year.. anyway, Janet Jackson put together an AMAZING Performance, it had me in tears and covered in goosebumps, and I thought the whole thing was going so so so so amazing, untill Kanye West did that to Taylor!! I was shocked!! he's such a Douche!! ugh, don't you agree?

He had no right to do it!

Look at her poor face!

Okay, I am now going to go home, have a nice apple bubble bath, eat some food!, Do some work, have some herbal tea, then go to bed, because I am so tired! My head's nearly on this keyboard..

-peace and love

Jordan xoxo

man, I have been so busy recently!

photoshoot was fun, that took a whole day!
I haven't got my pictures uploaded from recent things and events yet, so when I get them on, I shall post another journal telling you about everything.

right now I feel so sick! and just ugh, tired and djhbdfjs, kinda sucks! I can't wait to go home and cuddle down, watch movies, and eat some food! :)

I have applied for so many different agency things today, i'm just waiting for replies, wish my luck, and hope I get some stuff back!! I have a massive to-do list, and I need to send off so many things!!

ach, I was hoping to say a few more things in this journal, but I can't right now, and I might have some exciting news soon!

yay!!!

peace and sequins

-jordan clare

XOXO

I'm counting down, till my sister goes away to america, to see her daddy! :(

I really want to go with her, considering on how much I miss america, and want to go back!

do any of you live in north carolina? If so, thats where my sister is going.

I've been looking up some styles for my photoshoot next week.

I'm working really hard on it! and i'm going to try this new style i've made myself, i'll show you what I mean when I can get my pictures onto my laptop!

I'm going on a good shop this week in the city, and get stuff I need, like bows, rings, earings, accesories, necklaces, nail polish, cute outfits, and well.. you get me!

I am really trying to change my life alot, and turn it round, and only keep the things in my life now that are good, and then add extra to it, and get a good start on my career, future, and dreams, sounds good?

I hate that the people that surround you, and know you, try and bring you down, because they think they are better than you, and think because they have something you don't that they are on the tops compared to you, well that's not true, you get girls these days, that have done and did, and lost their virginity at like 12! which is repulsive.. the amount of people I've seen recently, with a belly on them, at such young ages, is a disgrace! I miss the 60's - 70's, and wish I was born in those years! and look at what the world has come to now, and I just wish it would be more full of peace, love, and innocence. I've been working on some.. proper designs, and some new songs that I want to be working on, and hopefully get into a recording studio asap!

i've been in the library today, I've decided I need to start reading like I used to, I used to read loads, I remember when I was like at the age of 7, I would pick up a book that an adult would read, and just wizz through it, say something like jane austen, i love her books! and I'd read stuff like that all the time, so i need to get back to reading stuff like that, or reading daily.. haha.

bloggin' to ya soon!

p.s, I NEED A HAIRCUT!!

love and icedcakes!

-jordan xoxo

I am sitting in an internet cafe, right now, it's really hot, and sunny!

And I was supposed to be shopping today, but I gave up, I'm in a mood where I just want to go home, eat and sleep, and watch tv, lazy I know.

now that i've moved, i've left alot of people behind, and I am glad, because they were most of them, were horrible people.. and I'm up for meeting new people, new adventures, new experiences, and get more determined in achieving my dreams etc.. I have a modelling shoot ohn the 14th.. quite excited, but I don't know how to expect it to turn out, we'll just have to wait and see! they'll be more..

I am finally going home tomorrow, cannot wait! I miss my mommy and sister and dogs so muchhhhhh! and my kitties, and not to mention my room!!!

Today I was also on the train, and this guy sat next to me, he followed me onto the train, and started asking me where I like, weird or what!!!

And i've got some awsome new stuff for the shoots, and make-up from mac, one of my favourite stores ever!

and I had a dream last night.. that I was back in the USA.. I miss it so much. Can't wait to go back!

hopefully i'll get internet back soon, but for now i'll be using cafe's and libraries! yay!

peace, and, love.

-jordan xoxo

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so, as you know, i haven't been on for a while because, i have been moving etcetc, and I don't have internet, and probably still won't for a few weeks!! torture i know.. Well what can I say.. whilst i was packing, which took a few days, i couldn't stop playing w. this bubble wrap! haha so much fun!

Then when the removal guys had everything in their truck, off we went, goodbye my old small house, that i miss terribly.. So after long hours of driving, we arrived at the house, in the middle of no-where.. which is alright i guess.. if you like being in the twilight zone!

we started unpacking a little bit, then it got late and we were really tired, so we called it a day, and went to the big grocery store, about 20 minutes away, got loads of ice cream, and sorbet, and the icecream was sweden icecream! and it was so so so so yummy! I couldn't stop eating it!

As I was resting that night, i kept falling asleep on and off each day, which was wierd.. cos' i don't do that! but i was watching old dvd's that gave me so many memories of when i was little! like winnie the pooh, and rosie and jim, mrs doubtfire, stuff like that and i love it! i was doing that for about the first three days i'd just moved there..

The next day, we went paint and furniture shopping, so i could fill my room w. some nice new furniture, and get started on decorating my wardrobe which i still haven't finished!

I still have three squares of the wardrobe to do! but it's coming along good at the moment.

the things i'm drawing are cute little cupcakes, rainboes, little japanese cutsie things, icecream cones, teeth?, cartoonated things, peace signs, love, stuff to do w. music etc! and vintagy stuff, so i'm excited to see how it turns out!

as the days go by, i've been trying to explore more and more, the area, and putting my music on, like nothing is around me and unpacking, and putting all my posters up and moving round new and old furniture, and stuff...

some of the posters on my wall, are also stuff i got out of vogue magazines and all sorts of books and stuff, pretty wicked haha, and got loads of bright colours of paint for everything, and this may sound stupid, but the paints had the most cutest names!! they were names like " ballerina " and " bubblegum " it made me giggle, was so cute!

after a good 4 days, of nearly unpacking everything, since we didn't have a cooker yet, we went out to a great restaurant called Frankie and bennies, and just got take-outs, so yummy! I love it..

on the wednesday we finally got a cooker, so i could have a lovely home-made meal! and i got my groovy glass shelves up in my room. The saturday we went into the city, one of my favourite places in the world, london! and shopped.. as usual! what can I say!

After all of this busy-ness i need a good massage!

next day, i started a new high school.. it was horrible.. and it was full of lowlifes, and they had a talent show on, cos' it was nearly vacation. And in the nicest way possible, it was like watching a whole bunch of drunk karaoke singers, and i just couldn't stop thinking of how much, i want to be back in new york, no-one understands how much i miss my home..

I also needed to go to the doctors, cos i've been ill recently, i've been throwing up, and getting hot flushes, and fainting.. and i've had to drink lots of water, but it sucks, cos i'm not registered with the doctors here yet..

on friday, I went back into london, shopping, going into the theatres, and job agencies? haha, i love london, it's like one of my homes.. and it's a city!

Wow, this is such a long blog.. i'm probably boring you all so much, but i like to keep updated! :)

and in my defence, I haven't been on buzznet for like 2 weeks!

oh! also whilst I was in london, i went into an amazing big library and it was beautiful!

After a very long hard day walking round london, into nearly every theatre there, I sat and had a lovely meal, in one of my favourite restaurants ever! TGI friday's, yayyyyyy!

it, was, delicious!!

Hopefully next time, i'll be going into radios and modelling agencies, me thinks, agreed?

when I got home, Leah and I got offered to enter a competition for a modelling competition, and we had to send in body shots, and head shots, we were really excited, and had to go to the recruitment agency the next day! we're still waiting for some news!!

I woke up really late the next day, I guess i'm just so exhausted..

but  got my bluetack out and basically tattooed my wall w. posters, pictures, letters and all sorts.

that night, i couldn't sleep atall! I was awake at 4am.. tossing and turning and could not sleep.. what do I have? sorbet! I feasted on some sorbet, then got to sleep, and woke up again at nine.. how annoying!

Sunday was a typical sunday.. haha, I showered, cleansed, manicure, pedicure, ate celary sticks and scrambled eggs, w. soy sauce and balsamic dip, which is really seriously yummy, then watched father of the bride two, w. my mommy before i hit the road for a few days.. without her.. I missed her so much! but I guess it's practice for when I tour.. haha! it does kinda suck though..

when i got to where i was heading, after about hours on the road, i finally got to where i was staying, had a shower, ate and went straight to bed! Leah and I, were having funny times.. haha i love her! we're mental.

The next day, I was supposed to have band practice, which was cancelled.. So I ended up going out w. dan and kieran, and went for a meal and the doctors.. Which I have to have another blood test.. Joy!

Next day, I went to the cinema and saw bruno again, I love it, so funny.. Then went shopping, again i know! and reserved this awsome handburger phone and really cute cupcake things

then i reserved this really cute dress, and got loads of moisturisers and makeup in mac! free stuff they gave to me, which was awsome!

When i got back to where i was staying, i gave myself a manicure and put on the moisturiser i got, and anti bacterial stuff,  which is so good for my skin! and drank loads of water, I love it, did some work-outs, then sat on the balcony and looked at the sunset, I had a great view.. And i decided I would really start looking after myself, which I am!

I went shopping the next day, and I was in a shop, called pull and bear, and they had these really cute jeans, with a smiley face on them! made me laugh so much! haha!

And had a shopping spree in urban outfitters, one of my favourite stores! They have some really cool cute little outfits, and loads of vintage stuff that I love! And lucky enough, a sale was on, and I was like one of those crazy women who would do anything for A pair of gucci shoes! Haha. SO.. I got a few little outfits, and tried to get this awsome poloroid camera which i really want.

we also tried on these really funny blow up 60's wigs!

and the next day, I went home, got a little picnic, and a bag of sweets to keep me satisfied for the journey! :)

three hour train ride.. It was alright, but honestly? there are some REALLY rude people.. horrific if you ask me!

When i got to my station, my mommy was waiting for me, I gave her the biggest hug ever!

went home, had a drink w. my mommy, at the local bar, now personally, i hate bars and stuff, but it's nice when you're with someone you enjoy it with..

I went straight to bed when i got home, woke up at 2am, to an unexpected phone call off someone, who I never thought would of rang me, but did, and it put the biggest smile on my face! But he is half way across the world, and I miss him so much.. when the phone call ended, I had a cup of herbal tea and went back to sleep and woke up at 12pm!

I did a bit more of my wardrobe, and watched one of my favourite movies, angus, thongs and perfect snogging! which I always cry at, but it's such an amazing movie! and so funny!

wow, nearly finished this now, just a bit more to go..

I then went out for a meal again the next day w. my mommy and on the way home, shot a few shots, of the lovely sunset..

and one in black and white just for effect ;)

next day, chilled again.. watched dvd's ate a quarter tub of sorbet, a bowl of sorbet and a banana, and honestly I felt like a baby heffalump!...

Then later that day, I went out and had a look around the new city, lovely scenery and then stopped off for a meal at a lovely hotel called " the old bridge hotel " very antique and old, but lovely inside and out!

... this is even boring me now.. But.. the next day! I went to london again and went shopping again, and saw some amazing shops and vintage stores, which i have to go into when i next go! and i met the awsome lovely bottle man! haha he rocks!! he was literally made out of bottles!

 Then went for a meal at the hispaniola to celebrate my grandmas birthday! the meal was delicious! and I sneakly, had a small glass of champaigne! haha! the view of the London eye was amazing, And just to throw in, I had THE nicest desert, it was a lovely fruit cup with a scoop of vanilla icecream, oh my, was that nice..

also, I can sunbathe in my room, I just open the window, and the sun comes in ;)

I tried straightening my hair, but I didn't like it.. so i'll keep it curly for now.. till I can get a new style.. haha, i need my hair cut, although I only got it cut like before i moved.. but vássévá, no big deal.. haha, love that word!

one more thing before i finally finish!  As I was unpacking I found this sculpture of my hand from when I was little, haha My hands are still small now, but they were uber small here!

well that's it for now, you and I will be happy to know!  Now I still don't have internet in my new house, but I will come to the library as much as possible untill I'm running back on the internet, doing everything i need to do..  and carrying on w. my designs and blogs etc.. but for now, I will be on twitter, cos' I can get it on my cell! So  keep updated and  talking to me!

Nice to be on again! talk to you guys soon..

peace and love!

-jordan clare xoxo


 
 

So just to let you all know!

I'm moving tommorow, quite far away from here, so i will not have internet for about 7 - 10 days!

So I'll try and get it back asap! but untill then, have a nice 10-ish days! And i'll talk to you then...

Tell me everything that happens to you, and follow my twitter!

www.twitter.com/jordanclarexoxo

and check out my youtube?!

www.youtube.com/jordanclareXO

spread the word too! This is my last night w. dan, so we ran outside and it's like 2am, it's lovely.

anyway this journal will be deleted when i'm back! but just to let you know!

peace and love!!

-jordan xoxo

I got up about 6, and headed straight to the studio,

got three tracks done, roughly. I wasn't too happy w. them, but nothing I can do right now.. haha

it was such a long day, seemed like forever!

then had a photoshoot, and a video!

After that, got the cd, and came home, picked up a nice pizza, and now i'm eating some grapes and a banana, I feel so sick though!

I just want to roll over and puke, if that doesn't sound too gross..

I'm moving tommorow! A bit scared.. but excited too!

I won't have internet for about a week? But i'll try and do as much as I can!

talk soon!

peace and love

-jordan xoxo 

what a depressing day...

I watched my sisters keeper today, and in all honesty, I have never cried so much in a movie before, ever in my life I don't think, such a sad but good movie.. Cameron diaz is amazing, and so is that little girl!

been a fan of them both for ages! It was nice to have a good cry though, without sounding like a freak!

After that I met up w. a few old friends, i've missed them so much! I wanted to see them before i move, so we met up, and it was lovely!

Then I came home, and i'm about to go out for a meal w. my mom and grandmar! I feel so fat, and ill it's unbelievable, i hate it!! :(

peace and loving

-jordan xoxo

Saw Bruno today! it's the funniest, best, movie EVER! go and watch it, i recommend you too, seriously!

I got up, made 2 cups of tea, and went straight to the movies! chilled on the grass, and watched these live bands on a little stage, which wasn't that good.. but it was something!

 And then came home, chilled for a bit, and went to a friends house, although i don't like him that much, but Dan forced me to go.. So I had to. Then we went to the funfair, which ended up being really crap, I don't really like funfairs anyway, walked to the beach after, with a bunch of really horrible people, so i left.. And went for a drink, and again I don't like pubs, but i needed a nice drink, but i was anxious to get home! and now I'm home, and i'm happy and cosy!

A little random thing, my train ticket had a cute heart in it today!!

can't see it very well, but it was cute! and my failed banana smoothie, which tasted okay.. I guess :l

haha, that actually looks gross!

Well tommorow i want to do something, I want to go and see a friend before i move, but I don't know.. I hope i can.. why am i talking a load of rubbish you don't want to hear?!?!?

SO.. I'll have more interesting stuff tomorrow I hope tomorrow, haha.

Oh my, also this girl who was completely caked w. makeup today, i was laughing because i lost my shoe, and then smiled at her, and she started cussing @ me.. and then came and bashed on the window when i was on the train, still cussing at me and threatning me.. haha, when the train doors shut, i just laughed. Seriously, people like that.. I don't get them!

anyway..

peace and love

-jordan xoxo

i'm in a really lazy mood today, and i don't know why..

i've been nearly asleep most of the day.. watched t.v, and movies, drank lots of coffee,

and i made a banana smoothie!!

then, went to band practice for about two hours.. new song on it's way.

but yeah, i don't know why I feel like this? i'm guessing it's just because i'm really tired!!

Yesterday, i made a masssssive cookie! I didn't eat it, of corse, but it smelt really nice!

it was a bit burnt.. but very fun to make! i have pictures like step by step of me making it, but effort putting them all in this journal, so i'll do them tomorrow!

i really need sleep! i've been on the go non stop, and i'm really tired, so early night tonight, because i have a busy day tommorow!

i'm sure there's something missing that i have to say.. but i forgot, so when i remember, i'll let you know!

peace and love

-jordan! xoxo

Today, i went shopping, and got some nice nail polish, pink and turquoise.

from Barry M! I'm going to do my nails when i've finished this.

Then i went into urban outfitters, and ran out of money for a shirt I really wanted, so i'll go back next weekend when i hopefully and get it, and some more stuff.

Got a strawberry frap, and got invited to a beach party later, w. lots of drinking.. but I don't like drinking, I don't drink infact, is that wrong?

Also i got some michael jackson albums today that i don't have. I've had this michael jackson song stuck in my head all day! "They don't really care about us" love it.

I think i'm going to watch some movies tonight, and make a smoothie in a bit and some cookies w. banana's in? yayyy yummy! i'm in a mood for lots of smoothies... and lots of movies. No beach.. can't be bothered.

I'm going to paint dans nails in a few haha, and give him a facial. Then give myself a facial later!

wow i'm so glad blink are back together, i know they got back like ages ago, but i'm just watching them on the music channel and their amazing, haha.

Oh my, i've just been in bathroom for about an hour, trying to get a froggie that my horrible kitty brought it, and tried to killed, but i brought it back to life!! and also my evil cat brought in a dead bird too this morning, which is not a nice thing to walk into.. and i hate dead things.. well, tonight i'm chilling, and probably go to the movies tommorow night or something, i want to watch bruno!! comes out at midnight, it cracks me up everytime i see the trailer haha,

VASSEVER!

peace and love

-jordan xoxo